why aren't you there to even???

Concerned from that day when your heart started to beat;

Now when my heart is going to stop,

why aren't you there to even sit?

Tossing your toe when taught you to walk;

Now my foot are weak,

why aren't you there to even talk?

Worked hard to full your belly;

Now my deep sleep can come anytime,

why aren't you there to even give me a lily?

Night's tension last long as how to fulfill your dreams;

Now when I m in bed rest,

why aren't you there to even check?

Childish looks made us melt;

Now when time has been reversed,

why aren't you there to even feel at my child-like look?

Every desire tried to filled,

Now at the end

why aren't you there to even cremate my body?

I am the one for your existence

I can live of my own,

but what we parents need is love, care and affection which is never known.