Loving You

I feel lonely in the dark streets

With a soulless body full of wounds..

When you are not there around me..

When your shadow doesn't surrounds me..

The blackish sky that comes after

every thunder speaks about

my tears that falls every night

in my cotton pillow

That mom brought a few days back

Just hoping her daughter will have

a delightful sleep of dreams..

And now I am just shattered..

I am broken in your love

Crying to feel you once like the wind

That touches the flowers and moves on

in the silence of life..

I wonder how hard loving you is for me..

The words that I penned down

are no more alive to make me free..

Emotions that I kept in my heart

Are killing me from inside..

For you do I am your love or just a need.?

To make your soul feel with bliss..

Once in a night full of silence

make me yours..

Let me cry aloud in your chest ..

with heavenly memories of being together

And loving you again and again..

I know you will say I am a dumb..

Who doesn't cares about the pain

That you stab in my body every night..

But believe me ,

you are the most beautiful lie

that I will believe for my lifetime..

- Bidita Bhattacharyya